This is a tough couple of weeks because of my bouts of depression. I just can’t wait for the Holy Days to come because my brother would be arriving and well, we can all go out and have a change of scenery. I guess I am too cooped up in the house and I need some fresh air.
There are just soooo many irritants around me. I just wanna shout. Sigh… I am so lazy, too.
What can I do? Nothing seems to comfort me that I have adopted a loser lifestyle of just playing computer games lately. But sometimes, it can also get really boring.
What am I doing with my hours? My days? My weeks? I can’t stop crying…
Somebody please help. I can’t stand this self-destruction.